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Yes, things cannot be controlled. Let them take it's natural course. And hope they will straighten themselves out and turn out to be good for me.

Sometimes you try to protect yourself too much, so much so that you go into rejection mode and deny yourself and others of things that are important...

Sometimes you doubt yourself and distanced away from your close ones...

Sometimes you try to take too much in such haste, you didn't have time to see the important things you've dropped in the course....

Now, just let things take it's natural course, they will turn out to be whatever they intended to turn out anyways, it just takes longer if you try to manuilate them...

Quite true... I'm siao one...

Disorder Info

Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal



Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.


Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.



Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic



Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.


Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive



Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.

thats wat my overseas counterpart tell me when i call to ask him to cover my dept's duties for bcp

he said without us he also go the same thing, no porblem he can cover, cos it does not make a difference. and "I also don't know what's the significance of your role"

i want to reply "c.b., i agree with you."

i neh curse ok, his name really c.b.... its true

in 33's view, my dept is totally dispensible and disbandable. the only person they need is my boss. thats all. not anyone else. fullstop.

I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!! I hate my job!!!!!

I think I'm gonna die real soon. Haven't have enough sleep for a long time...

Projects in school non stop. haven blog for so long....

Tis is the retribution for me being so lazy in my teens... should have study harder, then dun hav to half work half study now... it's so damn siong.

Work is boring as ever, everyday do nothing, even got something, i also hate to do it....

The only good thing is things are on the upside for my personal life. That's wat keeping me alive nowadays.

Thanks dear for being there.