RRKP

Do it even if u dun wanna do it.

force urself to it

for a while...

maybe a short while

maybe for a long time.

cos u have to.

I DUN WAN, but DO IT anyway.

This bloody fool, lets call him DAMN IDIOT or D.I. made me explode today.

I bloody cried (tears roll down kind) on the MRT. I cried when I got home, when I shower, after I shower.

BECAUSE I AM SO ANGRY!!!!!!

He bloody hell pushed an unplesant job to me, a lowbie hei bee hired by another group company, cos no boody person in his company wanna do this bloody unpleasant job.

Look at the extent of his stinky tactics. He bloody call this centralization, but he is simply bloody shirking responsibility.

D.I is a MD, nabei MD. Limbeh is a hei bee, hei bee got no chance, ppl flush u into toilet u dissapear without others noticing. protest, sorry, the bloody flush drowns my puny voice by 1zil times.

I just have to do it, cos I have to stick in that bloody company/hell for a while.

I am sorry that I land myself in this company/hell. I am sorry that I have no ability to quit without a job.

I such a sorry person who nobody will say sorry to.

STUPID CKH. But even CKH is not as stupid as stinky cheapo shitty D.I..

I hate that hell, it's definately the most sucky place I've ever been to.

Ya, I think unhappy ppl blog.

I am unhappy.

I blog.

Yes, I blog when I'm unhappy.

I AM VERY ANGRY ANGRY ANGRY today.

Sothing is upsetting inside, dunno at.

Like the rumbling appliance, u know something is wrong. But where? No one can give me a diagnosis, not even meself...

grrrr grrrn tok tek rrrrrr rrrrr

soon it will just explode, mebbe it should do that sooner...

Thats what I do for 95% of the things. Especially waking up in the morning.

It's a everyday thing, no matter how much I wnt to save on the ridiculous peak hour cab fare. or no maater how bad I want to stop feeling paisei about reaching office grossly late.... cannot wake up means cannot wake up.

"Later" is the most frequently used work in my life. Not "no". I don't like to say "no". Because there are too may better answers than that.

Time waits for no one, no one can escape from time, not even procastinators. Later is part of time...

Later later later...